When can I stop using the word tired? Yes, I'm exhausted both physically and mentally. I think I need a break from the daily chores and have a good 48hours sleep. Sometimes I was wondering, why am I working so hard in my NS life, doing things behind the scene that people don't usually see or appreciate. I can just go to the doctor and ask for a few days mc just like many others. Seriously speaking, I am not motivated to do any of the stuff in the office anymore. I am just fulfilling my responsibilities and that's about it. I am tired already.

However, I am happy to see some of my best buddies blissfully with their loved ones. How much I envy them. =)) May god bless you people!

I am tired of all these kind of stuff already. These kind of stuff kind of pales a bit when you get older and disappointed when you see through what most girls are. I am a student afterall, can I please fucking focus for once and start opening up my notes this weekend? Exams around the corner and I am still totally clueless. I am too easily distracted and manipulated sometimes and it is something I should seriously look into. I seriously play around too much. Where is my time management? And I still dare to tell people I manage my time well. What loads of bullshit.



P.s: I better reflect on myself.